Tuesday, October 31, 2006
~No Promises~
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, through Time and Time..
No promises
I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love
No promises
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.
3:25 AM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
finally its all over ..
how sad can it be ..
michael schumacher retiring..
looks like f1 is dead ..
no longer will dere be overtakin the he does ..
2:25 PM
sittin on the ledge up dere alone ..
felt how much i missed you
4:31 AM
Monday, October 23, 2006
i swear ..
i didnt wan fer to to happen ..
but sadly i tink i have ..
my heart and mind ..
they are just constantly evolving ..
im afraid now ..
up the mountain here i go
12:32 AM
Friday, October 20, 2006
~welcome to the black parade~
When I was a young boy,
my Father took me into the city,
to see a marching band.
He said "Son when, you grow up,
will you be, the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned."
He said "will you defeat them,
your demons and all the non-believers,
the plans they have made."
Because one day I leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."
Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
When you're gone we want you all to know
We'll Carry on,
We'll Carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
Carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I cant contain it
The anthem wont explain it.
and we will send you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
do you fight it to the end
we hear the call to
to carry on
we'll carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
we'll carry on
and though you're broken and defeated
you're wiery widow marches on
and on we carry through the fears
ooh oh ohhhh
heres the poignant faces of you piers [?]
ooh oh ohhhh
take a look at me cos i could not care at all
do or die
you'll never make me
cos the world, will never take my heart
you can try, you'll never break me
want it all, i'm gonna play this part
wont explain or say i'm sorry
im not ashamed, i'm gonna show my scar
you're the chair, for all the broken [?]
lose it here, because it's only..
i'm just a man, i'm not a hero
just a boy, whos meant to sing this song
just a man, i'm not a hero
i, don't, care
carry on
we'll carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
we'll carry on
and though you're broken and defeated
you're wiery widow marches on
we'll carry on
~welcome to the black parade~
12:04 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
though it seems to backfire .. but ..
to the classmate of mine ..
maybe im anti social ..
but u cant blame me ..
everytime i ask to do someting ..
everybody dun wanna . so its not my fault ..
sry im gg through loads now ..
and those were some emo tings i said ..
dun take it to heart kae ..
the class are a bunch of great ppl ..
just tt i dun tink i click wif u guys much ..
sometimes i feel very wrong ..
y do i keep accomodatin ppl ..
if i let go i noe id be happy and free ..
but if i do . many tings may happen ..
im letting everyting go now ..
ive decided ..
i will play the bad guy fer tis one mth .
you have so many faces ..
and now when i tink bout it ..
i realli dun noe whu you are ..
it scares mi most if it realli comes true ..
but u noe i'd be dere to stop it ..
cuz i noe it is not the right time ..
2:36 AM
Monday, October 16, 2006
suddenly i realised y i dun like sch ..
they like us force us to do tings ..
and i hate that very much!
partly so is my class..
they're a bunch of nice ppl
but other than tt dere is a break ..
never have we gone out togther ..
stayed back .. play or had fun ..
some1 asked mi y didnt i go fer grad ..
i realli didnt noe wad to respond ..
y? .. i just dun wanna give the ans
cuz i noe others would be takin pics
partying around..
but sadly not my class ..
everyone will just go back home ..
and i was so right wif tt ..
i realised i gt closer frens in my neighbouring classes den mine
maybe i just went to the wrong class .
i should have just opted out frm the beginning ..
all the "ifs" ..
yilong vick sy jia min nick ray ..
these were ppl whu made mi enjoy sch ..
yet none were my classmates
how everyting seems to happen but dun fit ..
realli ..
sometimes i just feel very sad..
yet deres no one i can turn too ..
hah .. i've grown used to it ..
nothin is fair in life ..
i was brought here to be made a fool off ..
onli if i had the courage ..
everyting would end peacfully now ..
y these bottles just cant give mi the high effect
4:09 AM
i have to carry on wif tis ..
though i long to see .. i cant .
not fer now ..
it onli makes mi tink of ..
yet it saddens mi as each days passes ..
how hard it is to focus ..
without any inspiration or motivation ..
i cant give up ..
1:01 AM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
welome to the black parade..
last day of sch was fun ..
everting went according to planned ..
and i missed the grad ting ..
went studyin wif shing ernest kelly and her fren ..
considerin the fun i missed.
yet i knew i lagged severely behing ..
there was only 1 choice- hobson's choice ..
had to get out of sch to mug ..
finally the dust has settled ..
and im gonna impress all ..
well .. i dunno i can but i'd try ..
12:52 AM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
hey phy .. pls be my fren ..
induction .. nuclear .. magnetic ..
newton .. faraday .. lenz ..
pls help mi ..
i realli need to master tis sub ...
i'm just dead tired after all this ..
3:34 AM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
fun laughter and joy ..
words tt seem to distant in the past ..
but its coming back to me now ..
muggin muggin mugging ..
wif ppl whu are close to u ..
10:26 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
i'll live a new life once again ..
=)
11:44 PM
muggin and mugging ..
boring! ..
ha .. mum cooked bird nest ..
i tink everyting needs to be halted ..
yup .. the world shall contine after As ..
12:59 AM
Friday, October 06, 2006
yeah ..
its fri again! ..
and no sch day fer mi ..
im gonna study real hard 2day ..
ltr when i get up ..
phy and chem ..
i noe im gonna conquer u ..
just 4 weeks left ..
shudder..
12:45 AM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
now i realli feel like giving up ..
everywhere around me ..
my family ..
frens ..
sch ..
im beginning to feel damm frustrated ..
i dunno anyting anymore ..
all i wan now is to leave ..
away fren everyone ..
stop forcing mi to do everyting ..
im realli tired. .
im gonna break down soon ..
i'll sae goodbye soon and to the rest of this world
10:12 PM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
oyrenoeolutnyahe
i dun quite know ..
how to sae ..
how i feel ..
now .
just like everythin tt has happened ..
tis is just another lesson fer mi ..
5:11 PM